Im never going to be the girl you want. The girl with colour dyed hair. The girl that loves league and maplestory. The girl who wears cat ears and drawn on whiskers. I’m not going to be the cute Asian girl you want. I’m messy. I’m fat. I’m sad most of the time. I’m not into computer games, and I’m just a complete and utter disaster. I wish I could be the lilo to your stitch, but I’m never going to be that girl… Maybe someone else is more suited to be your lilo. Maybe I’m just being selfish… I’m never going to be the girl you want, so why be with me…why are you with me when I can’t be what you want…?
Someone please come and lay on top of me. I want the weight of it, the slow beating of their heart, the rise and fall of their chest as they breathe. I want to be close with someone for a while, I feel so disconnected from everything being alone all the time. I want to feel real, if only for a little while.
Why do I always feel like crying now-a-day? my heart just always hurts. Nothing makes it feel better anymore.
fullsurface said: You are so beautiful x
bahaha I’m really not!!! but thankyou x_x ahah